I'm Engaged.

Over the past several weeks God has given me a new picture of what my relationship with Him is. It helps me understand my design, my purpose, and my meaning. It has given me understanding of my past, present, and future. It has opened up my eyes to why I long to be a missionary, and why I live the way I live. It helps me to understand why I have been unable to keep silent, why I have so much unexplainable joy, why I am a hopeless romantic now, and why I cannot keep myself from thinking about anything or anyone else. It is all because I am hopelessly in love. 

Over the course of the past 6 months I have fallen in love. I didn't expect it. I thought I was already in love, but as I sit here now and look back, I realize that I only thought I was in love. I have found the saying to be true, "when you truley fall in love you'll know it". I have learned what it is like to fall in love. To be in love.

 I am engaged, betrothed, to the King of Kings. I have fallen in love and now I am preparing myself to spend eternity with Him. The One. My life is my engagement period. I am going to spend my life preparing for my wedding day. Making myself to be the most beautiful bride for my Love. I want to rid myself of any blemishes so I only give Him the best of me. Every woman longs to be gorgeous, beautiful beyond compherension on her wedding day. That is what I long for when I finally meet my King face to face. I am preparing for my wedding day and I want as many people to come and be apart of the wedding as possible. I want no one to miss out on such a beautiful wonderful occassion.

That is what my purpose here on earth is, that is what my design is, my meaning is. That is why I cannot help but be joyous, that is why I cannot keep silent! It is because I am enaged to the King!